i woke up at 3am today... and its 6:41am right now, and what should i do!?! right now im thinking to go to kichijoji and get some coffee and bread. but im too lazy and im just doing the job search online now. ive been thinking a lot about what i really wanna do in my future, and so far i just found out i wanna stay in japan, not america, but nothing about other things. like what i want to do and stuff. right now i think i dont wanna place too much emphasis on my job, i mean i like traveling around, i like having good food, i like fashion, and i just think i want to make money to enjoy my life, so whatever i do, i just wanna enjoy it, and i dont want to get stressed out so much from my work. i can work for fashion company, but i just wanna keep my hobby as my hobby. work is work. its different i think....
mm i dont know if it makes sence in english or not??

i was cleaning up my room until i started searching my job, and i realized how many useless things im keeping.... and also because this apartment is really small, i cant put all my stuff in my closet. i have to get a big box and put them and send them to my parents place...

im hungry!!!!!!!!! ill go to a coffee shop and have breakfast!