GA~~N! I LOST MY CELL PHONE~~!

i'm so sad! and upset! today after work i went drinking with aya and aya's friend kiyomi, and i left my cell phone at the bar~~! i'm such a dork. ahh~~~ when i noticed that i left my cell there at kiyomi's house, i called my cell, and somebody was using it!!! mm! then i called cell phone company and temporaly stopped the service.... i can't believe theres somebody who found my cell and used it!! i know its my fault, but... oh well, thats my fault! and i was unlucky, i lost my cell phone at roppongi.... i think its one of the worst area in tokyo. seriously. people there are really rude and just bad... of course there are a lot of nice people, but also a lot of not really nice people too. sometimes its scary.

anyway, after the drinking place, we went to kiyomi-chan's place in ebisu. oh my god, her place was huge,, more than huge, i still cannot believe there was such a place in ebisu.... she was staying there with her boyfriend and their housekeeper. her living room was just like my apartment house's size. and she also had a yard which is much bigger than my appartment, and she also had upstairs... i was just shocked! then we ordered pizza there and listened to music, and talked a lot!!! it was really fun to hang out with them!!!

anyway, the biggest and worst news today was that i lost my cell phone... i saved all the emails i liked, so its kinda embarassing...if somebody else read them...its like my memories. i know it means nothing to others, but its just embarassing... i hope the battery of my cell already died and nobody can read my emails.

and i have to ask all of my friends about their cell phone number and email address again! its like making my friends from zero again!! ahhhhhhhh~~! its so frustrating!!!